Performance appraisal meeting

Of al the meetings i like this one.
In fact, this is the only one i don't doze of

Specialty of this meeting is,
   "The only time of the year, where your Manager is supposed only to listen to you"

Note: He listens to you cause, he don't ve time to read ur personal appraisal form. LOL

Cheers
Guys

I'm spoiling/missing/loosing few things.
The things i want,
The things i've

Pain

If its not painful, Its not fun.
If its painful, You must learn to enjoy it.

I love Lychees  next to Strawberries..

Lorrying

As i mentioned in my Noreservation journey, I always wanted to lorry.

Finally, the day has come. Thanks to SakalaJana Samme by Telangana activists.

It was 23th Sep 2011, The Telangana notion was in at peak.
I started of to Hyderabad. No reservations made.

There were no Private travels during the day time and only RTC to choose.

The RTC heldup its hands, As it couldnt not enter Telangana boarders.
From Kodada, Caught a lorry to Hyderabad.

It was 7hours of boaring journey for 190kms.
But, yes i got to lorry and i enjoyed it.

No reservation ride to Bangalore

From my home town, Penugonda to Bangalore, approxly 960kms..

Booked a berth in Prashanthi express starts at 4.50pm from Tadepalligudem.

Wish was not confirmed..
There starts my Noreservation journey..

Starting at 2.30pm from home to Tanuku Auto.

Caught an RTC bus to Tadepalligudem, reached railwaystation by 4pm.
Next step is General class travel in Ratnachal to Vijayawada.
A Riksha from railway station to Bus stand.
Took another bus to Tirupathi by 7pm.
It took an hour longer than expected.
Caught Karnataka Sariage to Bangalore, starting at 5.30am.

Reached My room by 12.30pm, Its the usual time Prashanthi would reach KR Puram.

Some day i want to lorry.

Crisis 2: an accident

Lately m seeing something.

Something i'm completely not prepared for..  Something that could shake my faith.

You don't want to pay to learn certain things like,
1. Not to go ahead with the Porry Lorries
2. Especially on the narrow bends
3. Stopping a head would save value and lifes too

Thanks to Babji mavaya & Bapuji mavaya for taking this so well.
I could bear the loss but not with ur support.

Am i Lucky

When you find some thing you love.

Fight for it, over n over again.  And if you feel, you are not up to it yet.

Freeze that portion of your life. Let go, carry on with the other half of the life.

If it comes back and if you think you are ready for it and if it wants you too.

You Deserve it completely and Call yourself Lucky and make it part of your life.

PS: Never Convince yourself nor convince what you love.

Reaching miles, Baby FZ

Nov 13th 2009 till date. Tonight it reached the 10000milestones. With my FZ Every mile is a memory i wil cherish n treasure.
Missed it for 6 continous mnts due to travels, though.

Everything around Inspires me

Science & Technology inspires me to be a Geek,
Work & Times at Office inspires me to be a free lancer,
Mom inspires me, to stay strong,
Living in concrete jungle inspires me to go safari,
Forests/Mountains/Rivers/Seas inspire me,
Christopher Johnson McCandless inspires me, to live wild,
To Duckin inspires me to own a place,
Spending vacation lousy inspires me to travel,
Travelling in Trains/Buses inspires me to own a ride (Mustang),
Living an entire different day inspires me,
Running on TM inspires me to do the tough job,
Being a jack inspires me to take up Masters,
ULP's from LIC inspire me to Trade shares,
Inner peace inspires me to do the Art,
War, Fashion, Movies, Music, inspire me,
Being loved inspires me to Love,
Speaking a foreign language inspires me,
Going out for dinner inspires me to setup for cooking,
Not being able to follow sports inspire me to watch Soaps,
HIMUM inspire me, to make & hangout with friends,
Drinks, Darts and Dance inspires to celebrate,


PS: This is what happens, "when u dont know, what u r and do, what u wanna be."

Himum

Its been my fav show since i strted watchin it.
N m so happy its been aired for years alredy.

It brought smile every time i thought of it.
I used to run out of office a little early to watch a few more episods.

It has everythin i usually want, ve or think abt in life.
U look for ur mate, frnds keep backin u, they keep correctin u right way, never lettin u down n it has everything.

It reminds me of the one thing i couldnt make up so far.
N that leaves me unfinished

My Friends marriage invitation

We r pretty good friends. Wel wishers n very Special to eachother.
Today, She invited me for her marriage. Its really special when she said "its her first invitation".

Though, i couldnt attend. Dear u know my best wishes r wit u.
U know how much ur happiness mean to me.

Wish 'em a wonderful married life.

Vacation summery

This particular vacation from 17th Jan to 27th Jan was a new experience for me.
Its a fairly planned start and family as a whole is involved in it.
Al my relatives were backing us well. I had to make certain make or break choices.
Unfortunatly things dint went as planned n I've started saying no.
Things between me n my brother and also the most important relation that I've created by myself started getting worse n I've no Idea of how to bridge the gap.
Except for a good amount of restful time spent at home this vacation has nothing in it.

Every tom is a new start.
This time I'm alone, no love, no interest n no hopes
wish me

Past 35days

Its been a while, Since my last birthday summary.

I've spent 18days counting down to reach home,
clean up during the project closure is a heck job,
Reached home, met every loved one,
did some tours with mom n teja, though they were not so happy with me now,
visited native, processed my first registration for a piece of land,
Had a tough time letting my family know i'm a little unusual from their expectations,
Back to Bangalore, As i vacated my room with hopes of going back soon.
I'm homeless at present, My relatives r caring,
and these days r little closer to what i've been waiting n wanting all my life.
Every evening is a memory, every morrow has more n more.

So, much to share. But, i'm gonna keep it all to myself.

I'm lovin' it,

Half life passed, Yet not clear with what i;m and who i wanna be

My Silver Jubilee and Blog's first anniversary

  To Do: 2011

 Practice random live sketches

 Moment of the day (Update Calender), Use Blog

 Meet one wonderful person for every 2 months

 Learn Spanish/French

 Make 3 Long drives (Not less than, 400Kms) 
Visit one other country

 Love Mommy, Gift her the world she wants

 Love Teja, Encourage the Man in him

 Read more and more

 Watch more and more

 Talk less, talk sense. Take chance to listen

 Do workout, Not less than 3hours a week

 Try and do things like a Pro

 Quit the Job, join something else, Something completely a new beginning
Develop skills in one other field

 Keep out of, Who hesitate 

My 25th year

 Bought some piece of land in native, which i've not seen so far
 Bought a smartphone i've been long waiting for

 Had my first & second Onsite, enjoyed korean foods and snowboarding
 Lots of eat outs, Lots of pools, Tasted a variety of drinks

 Got into a relation and ran out 

 Consistently evolving attitude and people loving it

 Did some crazy stuff like Bungee jump, sky-x jumps

 Bike rides, Horsley hills, Hosur and Sangam

 Had B.day at Itewon pubs and 31st night with a korean at Hongdai pub,
 Started blog and did it very much consistently

 Had a over night sleep
 Met few old friends

Weekend: Cherry blossoms

Dead and gone is the freezing winters and cold breezes, its Spring time now..

Saturday 16th April
Arun n me visited Han river for Cherry blossom festival
Its a long walk from Yeiudo station to national assembly building to han river to yerniro station.

Sunday 17th April
11Am Woke up,
11 to 1PM finished 2nd season HIMUM,
2PM went for work, 
6PM to 8PM The boring movie "Anti Christ". Its more like a patience tester.
Till 10PM played some pools,
Dinner: tasted new food and
continuing 3rd season HIMUM.. Barney Barney Barney... Becoming his follower
Switched to Movie HANGOVER, that's 2 hours of justification to the words "Hangover", "Bachelor Party"


Slept well

No more random choices

So far, I've seen myself talking nonsense and acting senseless.

But, No longer.

I'm gonna've to be strong at mind.

My ideas, acts, words should no longer be random.

There should be a purpose behind them.

&

Which was thought about, way before its need arises.

Right from those small choices i make to the future

I Need

A view, a plan,

Act at the right time &

Keeps the momentum going on.

This is because, i cant be a kid anymore. Not acceptable anymore.

Wish me

Ugadi, Favorite day of the year

Ugadi is the starting day of the Hindu calender year.
Season of spring and blossoms, simple words "A new beginning"

Mom prefer to celebrate my b.day today, As I was born on Ugadi 25years ago. This has been one of my favourite days of the year, I've never missed this day with my family.

This year I'm gonna miss them all.
If i were ever given a chance in my future to change my past,
I would love to live this week of my life, in a diff place, with diff people, in a diff way..

PS: Ugadi Pachadi (I'm a big fan), A big bowl round ain't enough for me.

Few old people i know

its our blood. Live the old, love the rotten.
People says older wine tastes great, so we never smell the fresh one. Given a chance to do so, we will break and walk away.
Come challenge to change me and u wil fade away.

My hotel room got robbed

2145hours: KST, We left the office to play pools.

0115hours left for our hotel rooms,  I remembered, i forgot my room key at my office desk.

0130hours: So, went walking al the way to my desk, and got my key.

It looked like a de-javu to me.
On the way back home, All i was thinking is "How happy i'm"
I was saying to myself, even if i got robbed naked, right now.
It wouldn't bother me a bit, instead i would enjoy that moment too.

0150: To my surprise, Some body robbed in.
My window was open or hotel attender must've done this.

PS: Never save money

My First Mainline Patch

In the morning i was googling for my name and found my first patch submitted for mainline.

What a naive i was to do so.
Over a period of 2years, now i could really get the meaning of the bad i did.

The Seoulland experience

SeoulLand  is an amusement park, a part of SeoulGrandPark.

Its all about rides. X-flyer, Hi-Roller, Drop-Shot, Top-Spin, Roller-Coster, World-Cup, Sky-X are the few i tried.

Its stunning to see kids running around to reach the rides first, where
we were trying to convince some of our members(Age beyond adults)

May be, the way we brought up screwed us beyond recovery.

Here are few snippets.  Watch more on my FB page.

My Neck bone is injured and is Hurting me like H in Hell.
Can't bear it any longer,
Wish me speedy recovery

How often do i laugh

When i  recollect how often do i laugh, as if my abs starts paining and eyes starts crying..

I could remember 3 such moments since i'm here..

once during my Bungee jump and Twice during the Friday night parties..

What makes it so hard for me.,

I'm trying everything i like..

I guess, i know what missing,

Wish me

Bungee Jump

This stuff away from usual fun..

Nice experience, A little thrill and
giant leap towards the future adventures

Bungee Jump @ Cheongpyeong River Land South Korea

quick sketch

A quick sketch at the end of the day..

Fav lady fighter..

i love mickey

Mickey is one of the famous and versatile cartoon..

Mickey can make the worst hand at sketch, a master piece for ones memory..

Day1 of sketching

Its been so long, I never spent time on my primary interest of my life..

Here is the first day at my hotel room in korea

What does this week mean to me

It has been 3years of career life.. On 21st Feb..

Its been 3 years as an earning independent, 3years in Bangalore.
A new life style, Improved attitude, Independence in speech and thought.
A little professionalism at work.

This 3rd year brought some onsite's, what i've been long waiting for.
I wish this FY brings good increments too.

Wish me,

I like these lines, I wish it get real

So you're a graduate. You must've gone nuts by now.
Yeah. I mean, it's just been off the hook, you know?
Really? -Yeah.
So, what's the craziest thing|you've done lately?
Oh, I mean, it's hard to tell, you know, because we I've just done so much nuts stuff.
I mean.... It's just off the hook, off the walls. I mean....

You haven't done anything, have you?
No. It's kind of-- It's kind |of been my problem lately.


Come on, there's gotta be something.

What about your girlfriend?

Okay.
We can figure this out.|You just need a girl.
What kind of girl?
Definitely someone cute.
Definitely.
Someone who can make
But he also needs someone who's gonna push him.
Someone who's gonna|make him do...things he never thought he could do.

Now I think that Love is all about finding that one thing you really care about.
That one special thing that means more.....to you than anything else in the world.
And when you find her......you fight for her. You risk it all....your future, your life...
You put her in front of everything......all of it.
And maybe the stuff you do to help her isn't so clean.


You know what? It doesn't matter. Because in your heart you know...

...that the juice is worth the squeeze.

I got a compliment

"u know what i neva saw a guy who has a soft heart and a tough mind at the same time"
Pranuthi..

its been 35hours

I've no idea of do i worth it, is it right, is it achievable, wil it come back, etc etc..

Yet, I just got stuck deeply, unable to move on..
I'm running out of hopes,
still i believe.. A day or 2 more
might worth the rest of my life..

Listening to al those broken love songs..
Just waiting till i hear something, sweet or bitter..

Wish me,,

Its more than embarrasing

Today at the breakfast, the hotel attender was playing romantic songs.
And said, Have romance today and u will've it all year long..

With no consciousness i asked Y.
He said today is Feb 14th, Sir..
I said, So what ? (I could see al around me started looking at me.)
He replied, Valentine day, Sir.
I said Valentine day!!! When is it.


It stuck my mind, when one of the guys started laughing.

OMG, Yet another year past away, Leaving me alone and broken..
This time i was close to it..

Enjoy ur Valentine moments, Love birds.
& PLZ,  I need a HUG, PLZ

First day at CASINO

At the beginning it looked all like out of world.
Slowly, i started loosing, at a point i felt like.
I should get back from where i lost.
But, I was broken..

I started over after a break, Cleared a little.
And the rest wise find. Cheering the gammers and enjoying the play..

Finally, The full day at Seven Luck Casino was memorable..

Lately, All my days are same and dumb

A day so late, With no hope, plans, todos, nothing to wait, nothing to think about.
&
It ends the way it was, Nothing makes it better, Might somthing screws it often.

A night ends with no dreams, for another day.

Feeling like changing it,
Wish me

Rapping, I changed my view

Wow, A movie that changed the way i listen to the Rapping...

Emnime tops my playlist now..

The police i know

I hate police the most,

I've never heard of calling a police, when in trouble.
As they made us believe that they r the trouble, we never want to come across.

Every time i met a police, I happened to've paid off. Than i got helped.

I feel POLICE is a BEGGAR with a uniform and the authority to BEG..

There could be one in a thousand, who always did the best.
But, sorry dude. I never get to meet u

Fun tonight

jegar bombs tonight, Shot shot shot shot shot shot shot shot shot shot, every body

My good shoe

In my last trip i had brought a hard soled leather shoe.

With which i suffered for abt 3months, I had to do trecking, running, walking everything a shoe could do.

Today i'm on my sport shoe and the very same roads felt superbly soft..
They were quite normal all the time, Never this smooth.

Is it my perception,. What ever I liked its comfort now.. LOL

Going out on work

Since my childhood going out abroad has been my favourite. Lately its realized, thanks to Samsung n chrome Os.
The first trip was memorable, it's smooth n did miracles.
Now this is another offer in succession.
It's hopefully wik b the same and short.

Wish me a good memorable trip.

Miss you My FZ

I miss u the most, My Baby.

The Sharp curves and ur Bold looks, I miss them all.

I love the way ur heart beats when i ask u to take a deep breath.
I love the breezes i felt with u, The places i've been with u.
All the moments i had with u.

I'm comming for u dear, Just for you..

I miss u so much, At times
I Use my left thumb to ask people to get out of my way.
I give a 2'o clock look to actually see whos behind.
I wish my eyes could see through darkness

It hurts me, When i realize that i may've to miss u a little more..

Going home on a Vacation

Finally after 4 months at work, Its time to get home..
It really feels good to go home and have rest.

This is gonna be the freaking hard itinery so far.
Everything looks to be like planned so well and under controls, Until XXX.

Hope and Wish things go so well...
Wish me

Jägerbomb

Its the best Shots so far,

Guys, Its freaking awesome. Try one and we will leave it ever...

Good Sleep

SnowBoarding: Painful Fun Ever

What a wonderful sport it is.
So, thrilling when you go at 50s ramping down the snow, chilling wind.
and you fall down on your butts.

You lift up fall forward, you keep doing it till you reach down.

You are so fucked up, u cant bend and tie your shoe.
But, you still are upto the next ramp.

Thats a serious fun, Must experience.

I've my worst and best experiences