Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Its a Blushing Happiness from With In & All Over

Its like, The Breeze of happiness is all around me.

Lately,
I want things happen & They all comes real.

Smiles at home. Cheering the time.

The pleasure hearing My Star say,
"You bought me all these smiles. You are the be all of all these,
Its all You"
Is overwhelming.

The loneliness, Has got no time anymore.

But, What did i do ?
Nothing, I see All My Loved ones, Loves me the way I'M.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Time

Lately, I've been enjoying a lot, in Time.

When i think, It stuck me.

Am i fucking the Time ?
Or
Am i being Fucked Up !

Hmmm, Now what do i do?

Should i plan a thing ??
Or, Continue Living the moments !!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

I miss u DAD

Its been 18 years of struggle without You, DAD
It wasn't that easy to starting from No where to Now here.

MOM:
She is wonderful all the long, I really couldn't understand how she kept herself so strong.
I never did well in studies, Never realized my responsibilities in the right times, Never behaved as a head of the family.
Thankfully, None of these could sap her strength.

I've failed her several times, for which apologies could never suffice.

Of all the pains she has gone through.
The loneliness, depression she is going now, Is the toughest part.
As was always, I've no plan or an idea of how to help her out of it.
Please give her strength.

Teja:
He is a miraculous kid you could dream of.
Was a Dumbstick till 10th grade and is about to finish his Medicine in a year.
I stay away. So, he has take care of MOM.
He is trying well. But, He hurts her more often.

ME:
I miss u. As a father, as a friend, as a guide, as everything else.
With you, I would've been thousand times better than what i'm.
But, Mom never let me down..

At the end of 18th year.
1. You and Mom has given us enough studies to start a life and an Own Apartment each,
2. A son Earning and another ready for Masters,
3. All Healthy and Happy

PS:
We believe, you were always with us.
Now, its my turn to turn her dreams to real.
Wish me

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Reality is really hard to accept..

Since a long ago, I knew 'm living in Virtual reality,
Assuming the complete control of things.
I had a belief, that i can turn it to reality At will..

Now, i thought of bringing it to reality.
But, the reality is so very bad.

That, It hit me on the face with a brick & is asking me to face it again.