How about starting some thing really new.
And it turns up to be a complete disaster and then you friends laugh at you..
Well then they are not friends..
Friday, December 31, 2010
2010 Been the best year of my Life so Far
I'm gonna close my eyes and never gonna open again..
Cause, i don't want to see the best year of my life passing away.
I'ill use the very same calender, May be i will change the days and dates..
But, i don't want to get the feeling of running into another start.
What had happened over this year is all a Dream Come True.
For which i've been waiting so long.
Visit 2010-Memories for a few..
A few dreams came so closer, Still Not in hands.
No Problem, they can wait.
Wish you all (Who wants a new start).. A happy new year..
Have Fun
Cause, i don't want to see the best year of my life passing away.
I'ill use the very same calender, May be i will change the days and dates..
But, i don't want to get the feeling of running into another start.
What had happened over this year is all a Dream Come True.
For which i've been waiting so long.
Visit 2010-Memories for a few..
A few dreams came so closer, Still Not in hands.
No Problem, they can wait.
Wish you all (Who wants a new start).. A happy new year..
Have Fun
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
A lovely dream
I like girls, Reasons. Unsure.
Presence of a girl around makes memories.
May be its cause of i miss this feeling more than anything so far.
For last 3 days i've been dreaming of a Girl,
Not sure of the origin of the dream,
All i could remember is, I'm talking to her, staring at her bright eyes,
light lips, smelling a jasmine around her neck..
The dream is so vague, Couldn't quite remember her face...
Waiting for the Moment of Truth!!!
Wish Me
Presence of a girl around makes memories.
May be its cause of i miss this feeling more than anything so far.
For last 3 days i've been dreaming of a Girl,
Not sure of the origin of the dream,
All i could remember is, I'm talking to her, staring at her bright eyes,
light lips, smelling a jasmine around her neck..
The dream is so vague, Couldn't quite remember her face...
Waiting for the Moment of Truth!!!
Wish Me
Monday, December 13, 2010
Everyday
Everyday makes me think one thing for sure.
"Naveen yesterday is so damn Dumb"
Yet there is tomorrow.
"Naveen yesterday is so damn Dumb"
Yet there is tomorrow.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Big Day for a BSP Engg wit in Me
This is a kind of day every BSP Engg would want to be involved in.
15th Nov 2010: Board bring up with in 3days starting from this evening 7PM.
I'm excited. As, i've my own part this time.
20th Nov 2010
Will finish this post, Once we go through this
I'm so beat i will finish up this post after a long restful sleep
15 + 17+ 17 + 18 + 18 + 27 = ?
The Number of hours i've worked this week...
This is the best week so far in my Life @ Work
learnt, Debugged, Understood, Executed, Everything an Engg would want to do.
Maiden experience, gave me a different view at things..
15th Nov 2010: Board bring up with in 3days starting from this evening 7PM.
I'm excited. As, i've my own part this time.
20th Nov 2010
Will finish this post, Once we go through this
I'm so beat i will finish up this post after a long restful sleep
15 + 17+ 17 + 18 + 18 + 27 = ?
The Number of hours i've worked this week...
This is the best week so far in my Life @ Work
learnt, Debugged, Understood, Executed, Everything an Engg would want to do.
Maiden experience, gave me a different view at things..
Thursday, December 2, 2010
I often wonder, What do they mean, When they make a statment ??
They say,
1. What they do & worked for them. (Suggest)
2. What they want others to do or follow. (Dictators, Order)
3. What they want to do or are trying to do. (Like Me, Enthusisast)
4. What their idle brain at workshop comes across. (Free Thinkers)
5. What they do, realize or observe (Phillosipher, Gandhi)
Now, Where do you stand when you say something... ???
1. What they do & worked for them. (Suggest)
2. What they want others to do or follow. (Dictators, Order)
3. What they want to do or are trying to do. (Like Me, Enthusisast)
4. What their idle brain at workshop comes across. (Free Thinkers)
5. What they do, realize or observe (Phillosipher, Gandhi)
Now, Where do you stand when you say something... ???
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
No more on commitments
For so long, I've been thinking. Friendship is not my cup of tea..
I'm more a committed man than a Buddy friend.
Now, I realise. I dont fit there either.,
Reason could be, My polluted heart.
It has no good room for Love.
Its all ocupied with selfishness and have been taken over by Brains.
Oh My Gosh, I've to look for friends now...
Wish Me
I'm more a committed man than a Buddy friend.
Now, I realise. I dont fit there either.,
Reason could be, My polluted heart.
It has no good room for Love.
Its all ocupied with selfishness and have been taken over by Brains.
Oh My Gosh, I've to look for friends now...
Wish Me
Friday, November 19, 2010
Its time for
Its been 3 years of my career.
I'm not sure what i worth here.
I got my love, my mom is happy, i'm getting enough bucks to handle my wishes, i've been going around places.
So, All happening good.
One thing ive been pushing For quite a long is my career.
Its time to act for my career.
I want to be a CodeManiac, FreeThinker, Embedded software Engineer
This quarter is a wonderful learning time i get.
I'm starting with bootloaders for ARM
Wish me
I'm not sure what i worth here.
I got my love, my mom is happy, i'm getting enough bucks to handle my wishes, i've been going around places.
So, All happening good.
One thing ive been pushing For quite a long is my career.
Its time to act for my career.
I want to be a CodeManiac, FreeThinker, Embedded software Engineer
This quarter is a wonderful learning time i get.
I'm starting with bootloaders for ARM
Wish me
Daily status
These are a few routines in my present life.
Weekends
1. Download and watch al my fav Movies
2. Visiting places in Seoul over weekends
Weekdays
3. Breakfast Bread with Jam, Corn flaks, Juice, Eggs
4. Cab to office
5. Lunch Some Korean Items
6. Come home hungry for dinner
7. Dinner Rotis with Chicken curry.
8. Call to loved ones
9. Sleep (No time for dreams)
Its time for a Hair cut, Need a heavy jacket to beat this cold.
Need a better shoe, present ones are hard to use.
After all this, I'm eagerly waiting for a world full of snow.
This is one little thing that can make me laugh for the moment
Weekends
1. Download and watch al my fav Movies
2. Visiting places in Seoul over weekends
Weekdays
3. Breakfast Bread with Jam, Corn flaks, Juice, Eggs
4. Cab to office
5. Lunch Some Korean Items
6. Come home hungry for dinner
7. Dinner Rotis with Chicken curry.
8. Call to loved ones
9. Sleep (No time for dreams)
Its time for a Hair cut, Need a heavy jacket to beat this cold.
Need a better shoe, present ones are hard to use.
After all this, I'm eagerly waiting for a world full of snow.
This is one little thing that can make me laugh for the moment
Monday, October 25, 2010
Health
I had to attened an annual health check up today. The satisfaction of sayin no to.
1. Drinkin ?, any medication ? family prob ?.
N hearing al reports says "Normal ur Healthy" is pleasent.
These were the same a year ago when i joined samsung.
Now this only means in a year of rush hours, hurry, pressure, restlessness n xyz.
I m able to keepup myself.
1. Drinkin ?, any medication ? family prob ?.
N hearing al reports says "Normal ur Healthy" is pleasent.
These were the same a year ago when i joined samsung.
Now this only means in a year of rush hours, hurry, pressure, restlessness n xyz.
I m able to keepup myself.
Wish i can write the same at my 50th b.day too.
Over ambitious isnt it lol
Nav from Wave
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Something glitching inside & It's not so easy to Bare
I just heard & It ain't so easy to take in.
Its not a surprise or unexpected. Its just that, Its too early for this change.
I wish i won't Heart my loved ones again.
Taking the help of "A thousand suns" to rebuild my strength..
Its not a surprise or unexpected. Its just that, Its too early for this change.
I wish i won't Heart my loved ones again.
Taking the help of "A thousand suns" to rebuild my strength..
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Chaos at either end.
It was a wonderful Dussera Vacation to my Native, Cousins Marriage came along.
Tours & smiles with Grannies and kids there by, was all good time.
I'm back 3 days ago, Work at office still making me sick. The IIS modules are still not up.
Despite all, I'm having great time with my Long term Friend.
Its a wonderful relation thats making a lot of memorable moments for both of us.
The Topic:
Everyday, some situation arises which makes me stand at the junction "Y". Where Right or Wrong, Do or Don't, Yes or No, Now or Latter, Good or Bad. Everything looks the same.
Over a period of time, I've observed a fact.
"There is Chaos at both Ends"
Where Heard & Said, Did & Done, Yes & No, Wrong & Right, Do & Don't all seems to mean the same.
This fact is helping me "Listen to My Heart to the others Minds".
PS: I believe, My Heart is better in dealing with Chaos than those Brains.
Tours & smiles with Grannies and kids there by, was all good time.
I'm back 3 days ago, Work at office still making me sick. The IIS modules are still not up.
Despite all, I'm having great time with my Long term Friend.
Its a wonderful relation thats making a lot of memorable moments for both of us.
The Topic:
Everyday, some situation arises which makes me stand at the junction "Y". Where Right or Wrong, Do or Don't, Yes or No, Now or Latter, Good or Bad. Everything looks the same.
Over a period of time, I've observed a fact.
"There is Chaos at both Ends"
Where Heard & Said, Did & Done, Yes & No, Wrong & Right, Do & Don't all seems to mean the same.
This fact is helping me "Listen to My Heart to the others Minds".
PS: I believe, My Heart is better in dealing with Chaos than those Brains.
Friday, October 1, 2010
Surfing on Wave
Wave This is my First SmartPhone.
Its a 2year quest for a perfect device, which was fulfilled 2 weeks ago on September 17th 2010.
SmartPhones has to main parts:
1. Hardware: 1Ghz CPU, Super AMOLED 16M Capacitive touch, HSDPA7.2, UPA 2MBPS, BT 3.0, USB2.1, 5MP cam with Led flash, HD recording with Flash, Compact and stylish single bar ebony gray aluminium body.
2. Software: Bada OS, with 3.0 TouchWiz UI.
Both ways Wave competes.
I'm enjoying Surfing on Wave. Over GPRS & WIFI, though.
There are a few i hate in Wave & Bada
Wave: Lacks Light sensor, USB OTG, Unsure abt the RAM.
Bada: MultiTasking sucks, Memory Managment isn't so good.
UI needs lot of improvement, Social HUB and linking with GPS is still unmatured.
Still, Wave is 20K < iphone4 & 11K < Galaxy S.
Which i consider as the Best phones AON.
I wish to hack on Wave on Put on Android, May be once Bada starts boaring.
Its a 2year quest for a perfect device, which was fulfilled 2 weeks ago on September 17th 2010.
SmartPhones has to main parts:
1. Hardware: 1Ghz CPU, Super AMOLED 16M Capacitive touch, HSDPA7.2, UPA 2MBPS, BT 3.0, USB2.1, 5MP cam with Led flash, HD recording with Flash, Compact and stylish single bar ebony gray aluminium body.
2. Software: Bada OS, with 3.0 TouchWiz UI.
Both ways Wave competes.
I'm enjoying Surfing on Wave. Over GPRS & WIFI, though.
There are a few i hate in Wave & Bada
Wave: Lacks Light sensor, USB OTG, Unsure abt the RAM.
Bada: MultiTasking sucks, Memory Managment isn't so good.
UI needs lot of improvement, Social HUB and linking with GPS is still unmatured.
Still, Wave is 20K < iphone4 & 11K < Galaxy S.
Which i consider as the Best phones AON.
I wish to hack on Wave on Put on Android, May be once Bada starts boaring.
Labels:
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Location: suwon, south korea
Bengaluru, Karnataka 560001, India
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Its a Blushing Happiness from With In & All Over
Its like, The Breeze of happiness is all around me.
Lately,
I want things happen & They all comes real.
Smiles at home. Cheering the time.
The pleasure hearing My Star say,
"You bought me all these smiles. You are the be all of all these,
Its all You" Is overwhelming.
The loneliness, Has got no time anymore.
But, What did i do ?
Nothing, I see All My Loved ones, Loves me the way I'M.
Lately,
I want things happen & They all comes real.
Smiles at home. Cheering the time.
The pleasure hearing My Star say,
"You bought me all these smiles. You are the be all of all these,
Its all You" Is overwhelming.
The loneliness, Has got no time anymore.
But, What did i do ?
Nothing, I see All My Loved ones, Loves me the way I'M.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Time
Lately, I've been enjoying a lot, in Time.
When i think, It stuck me.
Am i fucking the Time ?
Or
Am i being Fucked Up !
Hmmm, Now what do i do?
Should i plan a thing ??
Or, Continue Living the moments !!
When i think, It stuck me.
Am i fucking the Time ?
Or
Am i being Fucked Up !
Hmmm, Now what do i do?
Should i plan a thing ??
Or, Continue Living the moments !!
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
I miss u DAD
Its been 18 years of struggle without You, DAD
It wasn't that easy to starting from No where to Now here.
MOM:
She is wonderful all the long, I really couldn't understand how she kept herself so strong.
I never did well in studies, Never realized my responsibilities in the right times, Never behaved as a head of the family.
Thankfully, None of these could sap her strength.
I've failed her several times, for which apologies could never suffice.
Of all the pains she has gone through.
The loneliness, depression she is going now, Is the toughest part.
As was always, I've no plan or an idea of how to help her out of it.
Please give her strength.
Teja:
He is a miraculous kid you could dream of.
Was a Dumbstick till 10th grade and is about to finish his Medicine in a year.
I stay away. So, he has take care of MOM.
He is trying well. But, He hurts her more often.
ME:
I miss u. As a father, as a friend, as a guide, as everything else.
With you, I would've been thousand times better than what i'm.
But, Mom never let me down..
At the end of 18th year.
1. You and Mom has given us enough studies to start a life and an Own Apartment each,
2. A son Earning and another ready for Masters,
3. All Healthy and Happy
PS:
We believe, you were always with us.
Now, its my turn to turn her dreams to real.
Wish me
It wasn't that easy to starting from No where to Now here.
MOM:
She is wonderful all the long, I really couldn't understand how she kept herself so strong.
I never did well in studies, Never realized my responsibilities in the right times, Never behaved as a head of the family.
Thankfully, None of these could sap her strength.
I've failed her several times, for which apologies could never suffice.
Of all the pains she has gone through.
The loneliness, depression she is going now, Is the toughest part.
As was always, I've no plan or an idea of how to help her out of it.
Please give her strength.
Teja:
He is a miraculous kid you could dream of.
Was a Dumbstick till 10th grade and is about to finish his Medicine in a year.
I stay away. So, he has take care of MOM.
He is trying well. But, He hurts her more often.
ME:
I miss u. As a father, as a friend, as a guide, as everything else.
With you, I would've been thousand times better than what i'm.
But, Mom never let me down..
At the end of 18th year.
1. You and Mom has given us enough studies to start a life and an Own Apartment each,
2. A son Earning and another ready for Masters,
3. All Healthy and Happy
PS:
We believe, you were always with us.
Now, its my turn to turn her dreams to real.
Wish me
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Reality is really hard to accept..
Since a long ago, I knew 'm living in Virtual reality,
Assuming the complete control of things.
I had a belief, that i can turn it to reality At will..
Now, i thought of bringing it to reality.
But, the reality is so very bad.
That, It hit me on the face with a brick & is asking me to face it again.
Assuming the complete control of things.
I had a belief, that i can turn it to reality At will..
Now, i thought of bringing it to reality.
But, the reality is so very bad.
That, It hit me on the face with a brick & is asking me to face it again.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Fear, I wanna fight
Things seems to be taking shape pretty much faster lately,
Things i've expected to mature only with time.
At times the concern of the loved ones holds us back, from doing what we love to do..
I wanna go on a ride for this weekend and the fear of rains,
pathetic roads and heavy traffic and other uncertainties are holding me back.
Now i say to myself..
"Don't let the fear of Death arrest me from doing what i love doing the day 'm alive"
Wish me a happy & safe ride
Things i've expected to mature only with time.
At times the concern of the loved ones holds us back, from doing what we love to do..
I wanna go on a ride for this weekend and the fear of rains,
pathetic roads and heavy traffic and other uncertainties are holding me back.
Now i say to myself..
"Don't let the fear of Death arrest me from doing what i love doing the day 'm alive"
Wish me a happy & safe ride
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I feel at the peak of my life
I'm very happy for myself,
Nice family(Caring Mom & Grown up Brother),
Good friends(few, handy),
Close friends(Very few, always countable),
Strong broken relations(Which r strong, even after),
Soft heart full of love(Up to be mine)..
awesome i feel, Only thing that bothers me is.
None of 'em are near to me
Guys, I want to see u all on one stage..
Sooner
PS: Every Raise ends with a Fall,
I wish, i can fight the Fall better.
Nice family(Caring Mom & Grown up Brother),
Good friends(few, handy),
Close friends(Very few, always countable),
Strong broken relations(Which r strong, even after),
Soft heart full of love(Up to be mine)..
awesome i feel, Only thing that bothers me is.
None of 'em are near to me
Guys, I want to see u all on one stage..
Sooner
PS: Every Raise ends with a Fall,
I wish, i can fight the Fall better.
Monday, August 23, 2010
Thanks N Good BYE
Now that i found what i want
(I don't know, i deserve it or not. I wish i Do)
I no longer need to use the SNS,
Guys catch my updated on my blog.
I've faith i can reach u all some how, Will see u again.
So, Goodbye and thanks a lot.
PS: This happens to be the only positive status message i've ever posted on FB, AON.
(I don't know, i deserve it or not. I wish i Do)
I no longer need to use the SNS,
Guys catch my updated on my blog.
I've faith i can reach u all some how, Will see u again.
So, Goodbye and thanks a lot.
PS: This happens to be the only positive status message i've ever posted on FB, AON.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
This is the day..
Yeah, that someday has come and its today..
At 0714 hours, I got a message reads just the words i long lasted to hear.
Oh, Now i've a reason to see my face in the mirror, comb my hair, apply a cream, several times a day and get some shine On..
All those lonely times i was afraid of, are the most wanted now.
Its already started making me vulnerable. But, I've to learn to be strong.
There are lots of doubts, I'ill keep it away,
For now my only focus is to build the path.
Now, I've a Vespera with me in this journey..
I've a faith we will make it through..
Wish me
At 0714 hours, I got a message reads just the words i long lasted to hear.
Oh, Now i've a reason to see my face in the mirror, comb my hair, apply a cream, several times a day and get some shine On..
All those lonely times i was afraid of, are the most wanted now.
Its already started making me vulnerable. But, I've to learn to be strong.
There are lots of doubts, I'ill keep it away,
For now my only focus is to build the path.
Now, I've a Vespera with me in this journey..
I've a faith we will make it through..
Wish me
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Something happened to today..
I happen to've met something.
It has brighten my day & it made me look forward for tomorrow.
I'm surprised, I couldnt contain the excitement in me.
May be its the star i've been looking for. May be not.
What ever it is, If its worth it, I'm going to give my best to make it mine.
Wish me
It has brighten my day & it made me look forward for tomorrow.
I'm surprised, I couldnt contain the excitement in me.
May be its the star i've been looking for. May be not.
What ever it is, If its worth it, I'm going to give my best to make it mine.
Wish me
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Audio: Robo
Forgot to mention, Robot songs are superb..
The dhum in the beat is outstanding, Bringing me one step closer to AR's Magic..
Enjoy 'em here
I've to happen like in Tamil..
The dhum in the beat is outstanding, Bringing me one step closer to AR's Magic..
Enjoy 'em here
I've to happen like in Tamil..
Monday, August 9, 2010
My Rhymes
I've a dream,
Where I wake up with a kiss that tears downs the dreams and brings it to real.
A day with a smile by my side, those eyes lighting up the darken skies.
Ur words r so soft, I would say an Yes to No to hear them again.
The moments we share would be the only reasons i would smile, even if u were away
The thought we share, would never let me go away.
I would kill my anger,hurt my ego, steal anything and die every day,
Just to make it an other day.
But, Right NOW, Right now
I hate every one around me, as every one around are just around me.
Sick of being alone, Cause i'm not quite good at going along.
Hate to smile & dame sick of the laughter.
Feel like people are so very messy, that make me myself harder to mess with
No heart to Love. The one i had, its so lost that it can never be found.
Every day is the same, Every dream is so scary.
I'm sick of the days and sick of the nights.
No blood, no wounds. But, there is no other cure for this pain.
Where I wake up with a kiss that tears downs the dreams and brings it to real.
A day with a smile by my side, those eyes lighting up the darken skies.
Ur words r so soft, I would say an Yes to No to hear them again.
The moments we share would be the only reasons i would smile, even if u were away
The thought we share, would never let me go away.
I would kill my anger,hurt my ego, steal anything and die every day,
Just to make it an other day.
But, Right NOW, Right now
I hate every one around me, as every one around are just around me.
Sick of being alone, Cause i'm not quite good at going along.
Hate to smile & dame sick of the laughter.
Feel like people are so very messy, that make me myself harder to mess with
No heart to Love. The one i had, its so lost that it can never be found.
Every day is the same, Every dream is so scary.
I'm sick of the days and sick of the nights.
No blood, no wounds. But, there is no other cure for this pain.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Aug 1-8: This weeks update..
This week ain't got anything special Yet.
During this week, I've Observed that
Monday : Mom wanted to buy a house , She found one.
Tuesday : Those plans are suspended, (Vastu of that House was not matching Me. LOL).
Wednesday : Tried some French items at a Diner.
Thursday : Shared some time with Sweet.
Friday : Little Hangout
Saturday & Sunday : With relatives
Friday : Little Hangout
Saturday & Sunday : With relatives
During this week, I've Observed that
- Veena and Mom are the only ones to call me in the last 18 days.. (Just as i was typing, I got a call from Sweet..)
- On an average, I had more conversations on chat/sms than on phone/directly
- My July's Mobile bills is at its all time low at 592/-
- I happen to 've spend only 900/- in the last 10days.
- Pretty Bad Yack
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Shell Script: Pattern based File Filter
Looks for a given PATTERN in the filenames of given
FILE_DIR and moves/copies the matching files to the DEST_DIR accordingly.
Find it here filefilter.sh
FILE_DIR and moves/copies the matching files to the DEST_DIR accordingly.
Find it here filefilter.sh
Use It..
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Its my mistake & its irrevocable..
I'm the solo responsible for this situation I'm in
& I'm the gonna've to cry for it all alone, for the rest of my life..
It doesn't matter, Even if i found an emerald.
Cause I'm gonna throw it and break it into pieces :).
This is the way I'm an Shit alive.
No more to loose and nothing else to look for.
What does i live for. :)
How does it matter. When I'm dead already...
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
529 days to go..
Cause time is limited, I want to enjoy it all..
Its just that simple.
I'm planning to 've
Its just that simple.
I'm planning to 've
- No 3 continuous days to be similar,
- No repetition of patterns,
- No more waitings & searchings,
- Follow my heart & Purse all my desires..
Wish Me.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Really, Damn busy
DL To Me: How long would you take to bring up IIS interface on SMDK2416.
Me: may be 3 days (A bit over ambitious)
This was the conversations with my DL on 29th June.
To my surprise it took me 10 days to finish it.
"I've learn't an important lesson these days..
Now, I'm Back to leisure.. But, My head is breaking
Me: may be 3 days (A bit over ambitious)
This was the conversations with my DL on 29th June.
To my surprise it took me 10 days to finish it.
"I've learn't an important lesson these days..
Its that "I'm lacking in smart work.. And doing the dumb stuff repeatedly"
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Memorable Evening, the evening of 30th May 2010
At times the smallest things makes u elite and smile for long.
There is nothing great the whole day except I brought in a headphones.
Even if its not effective & of no proper use, Having what you wanted, following your conscience is priceless.
It feels like i kept filling gaps in my Daydreams, now the reality is more complete.
It also boosts the inspiration to fill in the rest.
I like myself more for having 'em..
There is nothing great the whole day except I brought in a headphones.
Even if its not effective & of no proper use, Having what you wanted, following your conscience is priceless.
It also boosts the inspiration to fill in the rest.
I like myself more for having 'em..
Thursday, June 24, 2010
First ever PSI
A very long awaited PSI is coming today
No idea what to buy.
Don't be needing a plan to spend it, Though..
LOLzz
No idea what to buy.
Don't be needing a plan to spend it, Though..
LOLzz
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Days are Happening. But, Without purpose
In last 2 weeks, I've not followed any of my decisions.
No much work at workplace,
Not attending the sketching classes,
Not reading any of the books,
Not updating on tech stuff,
Not maintaining diet & working out.
Not taking challenges.
All i did was
No much work at workplace,
Not attending the sketching classes,
Not reading any of the books,
Not updating on tech stuff,
Not maintaining diet & working out.
Not taking challenges.
All i did was
- A tour to lepakshi & Planning one to Pondicherry,
- Hanging out with friends
- Checked out for investment options. My mom was not +ve on it so dropped of that plans.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
I'm such a loser
Yesterday, I had an opportunity.
This happens a lot that,
"I get the courage after i surpass the challenge & i feel sorry".
There is a choice in every situation
This happens a lot that,
"I get the courage after i surpass the challenge & i feel sorry".
There is a choice in every situation
- Step with it OR
- Be bold & make my own move
What a coward i was.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Needs to lessen a bit
During a dinner my room-mates & me happen to check our weights. The statistics says: "i've put on 2kilos in the last 2 weeks".
I've observed getting my belly button pierce hurting a bit.
No, I don't want to bring in new set of over sized trousers. Not Yet. :(
So, Its time to lessen a bit. Here's my plan
I've observed getting my belly button pierce hurting a bit.
No, I don't want to bring in new set of over sized trousers. Not Yet. :(
So, Its time to lessen a bit. Here's my plan
- In comes Workouts & Special diets
- Out goes Long sleeps, Non-Veg, Drinks, Sweets, Fries & Junk.
Looking forwards for slimmer results,
Wish me
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Do i like reading ?
Yes, I've got passion for reading, no matter where i read or what i read. My benchmark is to read at least 3 hours a day & I did this for 4 continuous years.
Surprised ?
yes, this is during my graduation (All technical stuff).
And always it happened that i brought books.
But, Last night. I bought a few paper backs
Surprised ?
yes, this is during my graduation (All technical stuff).
And always it happened that i brought books.
But, Last night. I bought a few paper backs
- If tomorrow comes
- Rage of angels
- The other side of me (Autobiography)
Now the confusion is which one to start
LOLzzz
PS: Sidney sheldon's novel is where i started reading.
He published 20. I finished 3, i have 3 & 14 more to find.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
This feeling of incompleteness, its sapping me down to hell
This fast paced life,
Each day brings in a little time & a lot of stuff to handle.
All i need to do is put things in action & build up the strength to believe in
Each day brings in a little time & a lot of stuff to handle.
- I work a around a few,
- A few I give a hard try to fix,
- I'ill keep a few for tomorrow & the rest
- I Let Go.
I took a few cautious decisions over time & learn't everything is leading to the Chaos a head which is inevitable.
Last 3 weeks were really sick & sapping me down..
I know this is too early to ask for a break &
The real thing is out their waiting to beat the shit out of me.
The real thing is out their waiting to beat the shit out of me.
All i need to do is put things in action & build up the strength to believe in
- what i did,
- what i'm doing &
- what i'm going to do.
Wish me.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Looking for a Novel
About 5 months ago my neighbor gave me a novel, The Last Man Standing.
Fascinating. But, not interesting, It took 4 months to finish the 600page novel.
Except for the plot and the narration nothing could keep my never.
I'm looking for an interesting one now, Any suggestions.
Fascinating. But, not interesting, It took 4 months to finish the 600page novel.
Except for the plot and the narration nothing could keep my never.
I'm looking for an interesting one now, Any suggestions.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Change
Slowly & Steadily
The word "Need" is being replaced with the word "Want",
Stopped taking Chances, but Choices instead,
I'm seeing the Words i've been saying so long, in Action,
Things i wanted to Practice are my Habits now,
The Bigger challenges a head of me, are No longer big enough,
Most important
I Started doing things not worrying of the Outcome.
Now, I'm finding more reasons to Love myself.
The word "Need" is being replaced with the word "Want",
Stopped taking Chances, but Choices instead,
I'm seeing the Words i've been saying so long, in Action,
Things i wanted to Practice are my Habits now,
The Bigger challenges a head of me, are No longer big enough,
Most important
I Started doing things not worrying of the Outcome.
Now, I'm finding more reasons to Love myself.
Today during the walk after the lunch, I happen to visit an Art Gallery.
There i met a person & took some contacts of an Artist by profession.
I got an appointment to meet him this evening,
I wish he turns to be my teacher.
Wish me
There i met a person & took some contacts of an Artist by profession.
I got an appointment to meet him this evening,
I wish he turns to be my teacher.
Wish me
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
This is what i'm Practicing lately
Self: Where are you?
Me: Here.
Self: What time is it?
Me: Now.
Self: What are you?
Me: This moment.
Me: Here.
Self: What time is it?
Me: Now.
Self: What are you?
Me: This moment.
Brought in a Miracle, Went out Broken..
I read the mail this morning. Taking me down to hell.
Now, Its all over, no more waiting, no more thinking, no more smiles.
It all started 2 years now, when i had lot of time looking for a hangout on SNS & Found this pretty, sharing pics.
A relation started building, it went so strong lasting for 2 years. I wonder how ?
Cause its a relation with a nice, intelligent, open minded & Sweet Person.
No ups and downs in this relation, its always surprising, always memorable, always happy.
Only thing that bothered me was its future. There were 2 ways it could have taken
I'm not sure of why i made it this way. Knowing it hurts and is irrevocable.
It aches, it breaks.
But, I've hope, it doesn't hurt as much as it would If i've chosen the other way.
Wish u the best, My dear.
Now, Its all over, no more waiting, no more thinking, no more smiles.
It all started 2 years now, when i had lot of time looking for a hangout on SNS & Found this pretty, sharing pics.
A relation started building, it went so strong lasting for 2 years. I wonder how ?
Cause its a relation with a nice, intelligent, open minded & Sweet Person.
No ups and downs in this relation, its always surprising, always memorable, always happy.
Only thing that bothered me was its future. There were 2 ways it could have taken
- Bringing it closer, It may
- break someone @ home
- Everything goes well initially. But, breaks apart latter
- Everything goes well for life. (I ain't that Lucky & i don't bet on luck)
- U b there i b here. (I give up)
I'm not sure of why i made it this way. Knowing it hurts and is irrevocable.
It aches, it breaks.
But, I've hope, it doesn't hurt as much as it would If i've chosen the other way.
Wish u the best, My dear.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
This rework is an ache in my head, Seems disappointed. Need to improve
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
PatchVerifier: Automates kernel build for various configs
The usual problem faced by the Folks working on Linux Mainline Submission work is To apply a patch, commit it, compile & test for various boards.
This script below automates this process by taking the various defconfigs to build for, as command line arguments.
How does it work:
This script below automates this process by taking the various defconfigs to build for, as command line arguments.
How does it work:
- When u have a patch set ready
- Take a kernel tree make necessary changes
- Keep ur patch set in a directory & Edit the patchverifier.sh file
- PATCH_DIR variable to the directory containing patches
- Run #sh patchverifier.sh s3c6400 s5pv210 (for example)
- The script first runs checkpatch.pl and shows a choice to continue.
- Now, We have 2 options here
- apply the patches and commit or
- apply, commit and test for given _defconfigs
- It runs and logs the output in $PWD/log-files directory.
- It also filters the warnings during the build and log them in separate log files named as config + patch.log
- Here is the patchverifier.sh script.
- It support Ctrl+C interrupt, it copies the logfiles till moment and exits.
- Give me your valuble inputs & consider using it.
Wish Me,
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Linux-OpenSource & Me
The work i'm doing right now is something I've never dream't of or i had any knowledge about.
ChipDesign is the word that inspired me to choose this path. Though, i knew it just as a word.
I found some VLSI Designs when i Googled for it. I en-quired a few people about this field & a career in it. Many have said its a narrow one, scope in it without a Masters is bare & a doctor advised me not to go for it saying i've a problem in my Eye, which would ruin my career in future.
The Steps for its popularity are very simple,
Linus does some work, posted it for free (for which many companies would have paid him). In return he asked several aspirants to use it, develop it & post it back for free.
Now, its been maintained at kernel.org. Over 5000+ developers and 500+ companies supporting its existence.
I feel, doing what Linus has done is Challenging, Encouraging, Learning and also Worth doing.
Mind you Linux is Opensource but not FreeSource, You got to give back your development.
I'm lucky to have paid for doing this & I wish to take active participation in Linux & Uboot Projects.
Wish Me,
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Confessions of Teenage Queen
Last night i was very much wanting to watch a movie & I happened to watch "Confessions of teenage drama queen".
I was surprised to see 2 of my hot, cute fav stars LiLo & MeganFox at same time. Nice story of a teenage girl and mistakes she committed to fulfill her confessions.
I always think the Teenage part of LiLo's Lifestyle is a nice follow thru for the Girls, thats how she is more popular, though she is not specialized in any field. (Indian girls don't try to practice it, U will be screwed to hell)
Fox, had done many movies & TV shows before being called as The Worlds Sexiest Women, After Transformers. Thanks, Michale Bay for giving her a chance though, there is a very little she could do in the movie.
I've a Cricket Tournament to play starting tomorrow,
Good Night.
I was surprised to see 2 of my hot, cute fav stars LiLo & MeganFox at same time. Nice story of a teenage girl and mistakes she committed to fulfill her confessions.
I always think the Teenage part of LiLo's Lifestyle is a nice follow thru for the Girls, thats how she is more popular, though she is not specialized in any field. (Indian girls don't try to practice it, U will be screwed to hell)
Fox, had done many movies & TV shows before being called as The Worlds Sexiest Women, After Transformers. Thanks, Michale Bay for giving her a chance though, there is a very little she could do in the movie.
I've a Cricket Tournament to play starting tomorrow,
Good Night.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Simha, High Voltage Action --->
Yesterday, I happened to meet one of my distant cousin, who i would consider more as a friend. We were planning to have a good time some thing crazy.
Simha is new release in town, I'm not a great fan of Balaya, though. But, I've long lasting urge to see him in action.
Its been more than a year an action movie is out & I feel i'm fed up of this routine hero, heroine & Vilan love stories.
Glimpse:
1st half of the movie we will find a lot of action, Dialoges are to their best, body language is a great click this time.
Though its More murders and Violence in the 2nd half, the story keeps our nerves alive.

HighLights:
Balayas Charm is over whelming,
Imitation of Arnold in a Chase sequence,
Nayanatara in a homely look,
Dialogues & Action got the full punch
Perfect mix of sentiment, action, story, comedy
Verdict:
Simha is a typical 100day movie for Balaya Lovers.
Simha also happens to be the 1st Best Telugu movie, i ever watched in Bangalore since Feb 2008.
If my expectations were 100% move over reached them, making me scribble.
Catch It.
Simha is new release in town, I'm not a great fan of Balaya, though. But, I've long lasting urge to see him in action.
Its been more than a year an action movie is out & I feel i'm fed up of this routine hero, heroine & Vilan love stories.
Glimpse:
1st half of the movie we will find a lot of action, Dialoges are to their best, body language is a great click this time.
Though its More murders and Violence in the 2nd half, the story keeps our nerves alive.

HighLights:
Balayas Charm is over whelming,
Imitation of Arnold in a Chase sequence,
Nayanatara in a homely look,
Dialogues & Action got the full punch
Perfect mix of sentiment, action, story, comedy
Verdict:
Simha is a typical 100day movie for Balaya Lovers.
Simha also happens to be the 1st Best Telugu movie, i ever watched in Bangalore since Feb 2008.
If my expectations were 100% move over reached them, making me scribble.
Catch It.
Monday, April 26, 2010
My Family-1 'Early start to a Tragic End'
This is about my parents.
My mom came from a nucleus family, my grand pa has 3 brothers and all 4 families living together. Being the youngest baby girl she was loved by all her 8 brothers.
So, Its seems like she had a wonderful and memorable childhood.
My Papa, A very ambitions, responsible and competent person according to his 4 elder sisters and 2 elder brothers. This family was spread out across Andhra. His childhood was pretty hard, financial sickness, very little guidance etc. But, Nothing let him down, Working hard he did his graduation.
She was married to Prakash(My papa) at an age of 15, Its too early.
After marriage, he brought her to Hyderabad, the capital city of Andhra. They love each other very much, they were understanding and humble. I'm the First son followed by a brother. My mom liked to be independent and he appreciated it.
My mom was a house wife and Papa was a freelance artist. I seem to have inherited some of his artistic skill. You are soon gonna see it in action.
He is into many things, looking for his own start up. He has clear understanding on what his family has to be and used to thrive hard to cop up.
He is a best father too, never was harsh on us. I know a very little of his habits, ideologies, etc. I can barely remember a few.
Waking up early making ample time for work and give the best to the family, used to wear dignified dressing, never rush towards things, Always composed and likes to celebrate, very futuristic, Invested on some places in the city which now turns to be the IT Hubs.
I remember him using the computer based image manipulation tools way back in 1990s.
Its like i was enjoying my childhood, very happy family. My papa used to keep relations intact and bring every one closer. Very energetic, dynamic personality. Who would create a memorable impression even to his worst stranger.
I must say "My PAPA is My HERO"
Establishing himself with his own talent. He was expecting few smooth and pretty interesting turn a head.
It was when i'm 8 and my bros 6. A tragic night of swirling winds in the city bringing down the power lines on to our TV receiver and unfortunate my papa trying to adjust the cable.
A high voltage shock that took us into the darkness.
... It was too short for me to learn anything from him.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Yeah at last, I'm starting.
I was looking to start a blog for over a couple of years now.
Such a long time in this rapid racing world.
Starting with my poor English, which topic to start with, fear, many more were holding my foot.
Its my 24th Birth day & I use this occasion as a bench mark to analyze and start over again. A moment away i decided to start with a blog..
So, What was my first 23years all about.
Being the first son for my parents, followed by my bro (Teja). Lost my Papa during my 2nd grade, (The biggest blow). Taken to a province for next 4 years., childhood with my Grandparents. Teen age had nothing to offer, Except a broken heart which took 7 horrible years to recover. During this time, i saw my MOM struggle. (Stupid heart was a hard rock that time). Couldn't concentrate on any thing, Dreaming all the time. It took a long while to realize my importance and start acting accordingly.
When i was looking for a head start an advice from 'Sharmila' (My Guide) helped me achieve it. Lost her contact, I feel shame for this. A little of work, not to forget a little luck. Never looked back since then, Could start my career in just one year & jump to a bigger company in next 18 months. Mean while my brother started his Medicine and going on well, things started turning positive.
In last 6 months i have see a lot of happiness, there are lots of additions to my life.
Brought an Yamaha, Did a lot of tours, Got my eyesight corrected.
New friends, new relations stronger and closer.
Career taking nice turns, Family happy at home & i enjoying my bachelor life.
Day ends with Dark & Vice verse. But, This time i have learnt to face the darkness better.
Now, Here i stand, where i was 3 years ago (when, I wished for a career and no problems home). Now, its time to change the course of my life.
I'm a guy who explores every corner of life, I'll do it.
Wish me..
Such a long time in this rapid racing world.
Starting with my poor English, which topic to start with, fear, many more were holding my foot.
Its my 24th Birth day & I use this occasion as a bench mark to analyze and start over again. A moment away i decided to start with a blog..
So, What was my first 23years all about.
Being the first son for my parents, followed by my bro (Teja). Lost my Papa during my 2nd grade, (The biggest blow). Taken to a province for next 4 years., childhood with my Grandparents. Teen age had nothing to offer, Except a broken heart which took 7 horrible years to recover. During this time, i saw my MOM struggle. (Stupid heart was a hard rock that time). Couldn't concentrate on any thing, Dreaming all the time. It took a long while to realize my importance and start acting accordingly.
When i was looking for a head start an advice from 'Sharmila' (My Guide) helped me achieve it. Lost her contact, I feel shame for this. A little of work, not to forget a little luck. Never looked back since then, Could start my career in just one year & jump to a bigger company in next 18 months. Mean while my brother started his Medicine and going on well, things started turning positive.
In last 6 months i have see a lot of happiness, there are lots of additions to my life.
Brought an Yamaha, Did a lot of tours, Got my eyesight corrected.
New friends, new relations stronger and closer.
Career taking nice turns, Family happy at home & i enjoying my bachelor life.
Day ends with Dark & Vice verse. But, This time i have learnt to face the darkness better.
Now, Here i stand, where i was 3 years ago (when, I wished for a career and no problems home). Now, its time to change the course of my life.
I'm a guy who explores every corner of life, I'll do it.
Wish me..
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